I always appreciate that this space is here, waiting for me to practice crafting a sentence, building an argument, sketching a scene. It's been months since I've taken advantage of it. The combination of poor health and a heavy workload have led to a brutal few months- I spent most of February feeling like I was careening towards dropping out of school, hospitalization,divorce, or all of the above. Thankfully, it's April now, and I'm changing medications, taking an incomplete in a class, and changing academic advisers. Hopefully this will be enough to move things to a better place. And maybe one day I won't wake up tired.